We often look to the future sure that the future will be easier and less busy than the present. Here is a reality check.
“It has really been a busy day hasn’t it?” I said to my friend Stephanie.
Stephanie lives a couple of houses down from me. She is super wise and I love talking parenting with her because she has the best little tidbits of information.
I trust Stephanie with a lot; I met her as soon as I moved to this town and have followed her recommendations for everything from our dentist to our preschool teacher.
On this particular day, we were about to watch our daughters in a dance review. Stephanie had recommended this nice and simple dance company that did modest dances, modest costumes, and at a very modest price.
Stephanie laughed and told me she had been sitting in her seat for the last several hours. Since I had the three year old daughter, I was lucky enough to not be expected to be there until 15 minutes before show time because people don’t expect much from three year olds typically.
I then commented on how that day I had been thinking back to life with a baby and how I was stuck in the house most of the time.
“Having a newborn gets monotonous,” I said, “and it takes a lot of your time. But having older children really does take a lot more of your time.”
“I know!” Stephanie replied. Stephanie has three girls ranging from 6 to 12, so of course she knows. She knows better than I do.
“People always told me that when my girls were young but I never believed them! Sometimes I long for those simple days again.”
“What! People warned you about older children?!? Nobody warned me!” I told her.
And thus here I am. Here I am to make sure you all know with fair warning what having older children is like.
You all know (or if you are new to the blog, you are about to know) that newborn time is not my favorite time. It is filled with lack of sleep, raging mommy hormones, and a whole lot of monotony.
I know, some of you find it to be your favorite stage. That’s okay—we are all different. I also used to think it took up a lot of your time.
Ha! Newborns do not take up a lot of your time! It can feel confining, especially if you are breastfeeding. You have to be home for naps and you have to be with your baby to feed her.
Do you know who takes up a lot of your time?
Children take up a lot of your time. Not just newborns.
I am a total extrovert, but sometimes I really look back fondly on the time I was “stuck” at home. Things were simple. Sometimes simple leads you to boring, and yes, that is true. The monotony of it all can feel boring at times.
But I really want to help you to enjoy it for what it is if that is your stage in life. Appreciate what it is, because it is not that way for long.
I think a lot of times we look at our current situation and think, “When XYZ happens, things will be easier.” So, “When my child is (5, 10, whatever), I will have more time to do things!”
The truth is, not only is life busy, but taking care of children, no matter their age, is busy. The bigger the child, the bigger their problems, and of course as a parent, you carry the stress and concern of their problems on your shoulders, but often can’t (or shouldn’t) really do much about it.
So don’t wish away your present by looking to a future that won’t come. Enjoy your present. Everything has its season. Everything has its good points and difficult points. The trick in life is to focus on the good and be grateful for it.
I am busier than I was when Brayden was a baby, no doubt. Sometimes I would like to go back to the long, uneventful days he and I spent together.
But I love watching my children learn these cool new skills. I love talking with them and getting to know their unique personalities. I love the adventure and new experiences we have.
I love hearing my toddler tell me all of the colors of everything around us and having her shock the librarian with her knowledge.
I love playing soccer with the neighborhood kids—me versus everyone else and letting them win (or so I would like to think). I love being able to run errands all morning long if I need to and not worry about naps.
These are some things I love right now. If you are having a rough day and find yourself longing for the past or the future, sit down and think of what you love right now.
Find the good things about your state and cling to those. Every stage has its own unique challenges and its own unique benefits you won’t face in other stages.
I do want you to know there is a lot to love about the baby stage. There is a lot to relish in as you are “stuck at home.” Time really does fly, so enjoy every moment. One day, you will miss it all.